I don't know...

It's been years since I set out to destroy myself. Since I've set out to find the strength to build myself. It's been a long time, trying to find answers to things I didn't have the questions for. It's a slow painful forever, and I'm where I started. Still looking, still searching, still trying to understand. What I want, what I am and what I can hope to ever be. Hopefully some day, things will add up, and there will be a life worth meaning something at the end of the rainbow.