Illumination

In the desicive hours of my life, where chaos and order ruled in sperate worlds. Once in awhile i saw it for what it was. The best feeling was unfeeling, the most guided voice of reason. If there is a god, he has hyped up the concept truth and knowledge. Because there is no Truth and there is no knowledge.

There is only me, and the people i love. My actions and their reactions, their reactions and my actions. Nobody can see the truth or knowledge in one person, because they cant understand it in themselves, the truly wise know they know nothing, and people lie to themselves all the time.

And my emotions rule far more than i realised. I can move on now. Because i know what i believe in.