Far away from the memories
Bang on the keyboard. Type type type. I want to write, write it all away. Chase the faint illusion into the realm of things i cannot see or understand. Go, god, see what you have made. You have created a mind. You have created a person, who thinks, and wants and needs and cares and tries and tries so very very hard.
We want more and more and more. We try and try and try and fight, Be a Man! what the fuck is that. I hate today and will probably hate tomorrow. It is a good day to die. Greedisgood 999999. Fuck this shit. Fuck this life its not worth the damm time. Fuck this mind, it would serve better with a bullet through it (99c at walmart) on the plate of your choice crazed serial killer.
I cannot deal with this instability. Its all down to fucking brain chemicals. if they're not gonna sort themselves out i will fucking shoot my brains out. the Miracle of human life. It as miralous as David Blaine flying. Woo Hoo u can fly big fucking deal.
You need you want you get, tenderness care concern what fucking ever. settle for second best, at least you have that. third best, doesn't sound so bad. I think suicide would be good. Your words your thoughts, it is almost always a good day to die. Whats the point of being happy today if you're going to be sad tomorrow. After you chop off my fingers you expect me to hang in there. Life you are indeed cruel.
If god had a computer it'd have 3 keys, Give hope, Give Dreams and SMITE. I'm falling into infinity again, fall, its not so much the hitting the ground that scares me, because i'd die so fast i wont feel it (make sure to fall from a high place). Its the fall down. That gripping fear in your throat. I think my life has reached its end. I can no longer appericiate the fall as something graceful, something liberating (from the worlds laws) i can no longer see the fall as part of flight. My eyes are useless.
I need a new screen, my life is fuzzy enough as it is.
We want more and more and more. We try and try and try and fight, Be a Man! what the fuck is that. I hate today and will probably hate tomorrow. It is a good day to die. Greedisgood 999999. Fuck this shit. Fuck this life its not worth the damm time. Fuck this mind, it would serve better with a bullet through it (99c at walmart) on the plate of your choice crazed serial killer.
I cannot deal with this instability. Its all down to fucking brain chemicals. if they're not gonna sort themselves out i will fucking shoot my brains out. the Miracle of human life. It as miralous as David Blaine flying. Woo Hoo u can fly big fucking deal.
You need you want you get, tenderness care concern what fucking ever. settle for second best, at least you have that. third best, doesn't sound so bad. I think suicide would be good. Your words your thoughts, it is almost always a good day to die. Whats the point of being happy today if you're going to be sad tomorrow. After you chop off my fingers you expect me to hang in there. Life you are indeed cruel.
If god had a computer it'd have 3 keys, Give hope, Give Dreams and SMITE. I'm falling into infinity again, fall, its not so much the hitting the ground that scares me, because i'd die so fast i wont feel it (make sure to fall from a high place). Its the fall down. That gripping fear in your throat. I think my life has reached its end. I can no longer appericiate the fall as something graceful, something liberating (from the worlds laws) i can no longer see the fall as part of flight. My eyes are useless.
I need a new screen, my life is fuzzy enough as it is.
posted by Seython at 9:52 pm
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