5 Minutes of madness, a lifetime of regret.
I feel like fuck and i take it out on my keyboard. My inability to articulate is stressing me out, wrong thing wrong time wrong place wrong person wrong wrong wrong. Tappaty tap tap, the drone of the early morning sounds, some semi productive some semi charmed semi worth living sort of thoughts, cant you see the pretty fish? look at them go, look at them swim, swish swish, plonk, fishy fish fish, where are you?
Oh my, Delusions, illusions, reality where are you, what happened one second you were so clear and bright, the next, everything just, everything just, whats that word again, its not there anymore.
Ahem, this is your captain speaking, please keep your arms in the vehicle, we will be alighting in the middle of the war zone soon, jump jump! faster! How high? how fast, how much waht do you want? what can i do?
Do dee doo doo, dum dee dum dum, twiddle dee and twiddle dum, excuese me, are you a model? Would you like to join this contest, model combat? Jump Jump! go go gogogogogogo! excuse me, are you losing your mind? Sir Yes Sir! Yes yesyesyesyesyes, thats what you're suppoused to say, feel and think, yesyesyesyesses, excuese me, wheres the toilet YES goddammit how many times do i have to go over this. Go to hell! That would be orchard, turn right, left then right again, very quickly, whats the word? YES, feel like fuck? Yes? Nonono thats not right wrong question, right answer, what do you know? Know? truly wise know they know nothing. Whats is the meaning of nothing? What is the meaning of life? Spare me the easy questions, alright how about: WHY!
Why oh why did you have to say goodbye oh god damm what huh? excuse me? excuses, what are they, they are what the fabric of a firm reality rests upon. Are you a oh sorry do you exist? oh my, somethings wrong? where is the house? i know where the master is but the house is going mad.
Mad is in the mind hence, we paratice no mind, we are mindless drones, yes yes yes. Stop it, invasions on the way, subversion lies and videotapes, I saw you you did it. YOU DID IT! Stop it.
Dammit i'm not typing fast enough for this keyboard.
Tappety tap tap. my body wants to stop, i dont know stop asking me all these difficult questions. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Look Ma! No Hands, I'm FLYING peter I'm flying, a slap in the face, a stab in the back, THEN you'll be a real boy, all you have to do is watch your life flash before your eyes, then you'll really be mature, then you'll really appericiate everything around you, then maybe you'll stop hiding in the madness and heart break this world is throwing, just grow up and see beyond yourself. The world is bigger than you, LOOK AT ME. I'm hanging from a tree. And the crowd doesn't care.
Lets play regret darling, like you always promised we would, I'll regret enough for the both of us. Because i love you. Only once, and when the moment passes, never again.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Oh my, Delusions, illusions, reality where are you, what happened one second you were so clear and bright, the next, everything just, everything just, whats that word again, its not there anymore.
Ahem, this is your captain speaking, please keep your arms in the vehicle, we will be alighting in the middle of the war zone soon, jump jump! faster! How high? how fast, how much waht do you want? what can i do?
Do dee doo doo, dum dee dum dum, twiddle dee and twiddle dum, excuese me, are you a model? Would you like to join this contest, model combat? Jump Jump! go go gogogogogogo! excuse me, are you losing your mind? Sir Yes Sir! Yes yesyesyesyesyes, thats what you're suppoused to say, feel and think, yesyesyesyesses, excuese me, wheres the toilet YES goddammit how many times do i have to go over this. Go to hell! That would be orchard, turn right, left then right again, very quickly, whats the word? YES, feel like fuck? Yes? Nonono thats not right wrong question, right answer, what do you know? Know? truly wise know they know nothing. Whats is the meaning of nothing? What is the meaning of life? Spare me the easy questions, alright how about: WHY!
Why oh why did you have to say goodbye oh god damm what huh? excuse me? excuses, what are they, they are what the fabric of a firm reality rests upon. Are you a oh sorry do you exist? oh my, somethings wrong? where is the house? i know where the master is but the house is going mad.
Mad is in the mind hence, we paratice no mind, we are mindless drones, yes yes yes. Stop it, invasions on the way, subversion lies and videotapes, I saw you you did it. YOU DID IT! Stop it.
Dammit i'm not typing fast enough for this keyboard.
Tappety tap tap. my body wants to stop, i dont know stop asking me all these difficult questions. Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee Look Ma! No Hands, I'm FLYING peter I'm flying, a slap in the face, a stab in the back, THEN you'll be a real boy, all you have to do is watch your life flash before your eyes, then you'll really be mature, then you'll really appericiate everything around you, then maybe you'll stop hiding in the madness and heart break this world is throwing, just grow up and see beyond yourself. The world is bigger than you, LOOK AT ME. I'm hanging from a tree. And the crowd doesn't care.
Lets play regret darling, like you always promised we would, I'll regret enough for the both of us. Because i love you. Only once, and when the moment passes, never again.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
posted by Seython at 6:30 am
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