A funeral for structure

Fast as flight through depths of night
Under stars and magic sights
No i'll never, ever turn around
Ease my way to solid ground
Reveal this world that calls to me
Anticipate the end I long to be
'Love' you cry and soon I wished the end of flight

Spare me the tears and sympathy my darling
Spare the sweet charade of how you feel right now
My lover dear dont cry to me
And tell me how you cannot see
What things have come to be

Spare me the regret, the looking back and what if's
Spare me the sweet charade of what things could be right now
Lover dear dont make me cry
Dont make me see
And most of all my darling sweet, dont make me want to believe

Spare me the broken hearted charade
Spare me the lull of the sweet serenade
Spare me the empty promises
Spare me the scent of you
Spare me the tender words from your tender lips
Spare me the heart that i've broken for you
Spare me the timeless tango we so badly danced
Spare me the regret while i take my plunge

If you will not love me enough to make me believe
Spare me the lies i'd tell just to live
I'd rather not believe in anything
At least i'd die with a sense of dignity
Just let me lie and plunge the depths into the surface of a restful peace