Sunday, December 10, 2006

My Super Ex-girlfriend

Haha. I cant believe i watched it. A little ashamed, i mean Uma Thurman (ick), but what i'm even more ashamed to say is it was pretty good for a trashy movie.

I have three great reasons to watch My Super Ex-girlfriend, Uma is one fucking crazy bitch, the soundtrack is pretty damm good, and EDDIE IZZARD. Ok he doesn't play that big a role in the flick but Eddie Izzard is Eddie Izzard, my second favourite homosexual cross dresser.

Thrashy at best, but the soundtrack and crazy chicks do it for me.

Theres alot to say, no words and not enough reasons to say it, and alot of deleted posts later i got this. I want to smile live and find something meaningful. Its more than the moments, maybe one day i'll find something that will last through all the moments, and be a constant reminder in my life. Of what i've been through and who I am. So with enough hope i wont lose track.

Life happens when you're busy making plans, a certain John said, and the difference between fools and idiots, is that fools are passionate, said a certain someone who likes making fun of a certain (different) John (the one that does his SBJ like an aeroplane "Weeee").

The funniest thing happened today. I was at Shans place with Bear, and Bear said Shan can you play me that jazzy tune you did the last time, you know the one with lyrics.

Said Jazzy tune turned out to be the first jazzy tune that poped into my head, said jazzy tune is not by anyone really really famous, said jazzy tune remains one of my favourites, though I really cant remember the last time i heard it.

Its funny how i seem to be letting go of everything, forgetting, not caring, and just living my life. Somehow some things i can remember from a life time ago. Somethings i thought i forgot came back to me in the blink of an eye, like the lyrics of a song i heard when i was younger.

Who knows anything, anything at all. The memories twist and fade, so we can live with ourselves. Everybody changes differently, sometimes we just want to be around even though we cant change anything or even if we dont like it. So we can understand one another, so we can say i was there. We stuck around. Life may be full of chance things, but we made this work, through impossible odds, unbearable pain, and lots of stupidity, we can say, I run my life, I have the power to do what I want, I have a say in My Life, maybe thats why i do things, it seems right, but why do i feel like such a shallow prick when i say that.

Well too many of my exes read this (now how did i get here? oh any you're all super by the way) and i'm sure they've each got a theory on my dysfunction as a human being. Everybodys got a theory (i'd like to add that favourite quote from my favourite madman, opinion's like an asshole, everybody has one), even the guy(s) i was sleeping with last month. But (no pun intended), i think everybodys dysfunctional, just a matter of if it affects you or not, so i'm not really bothered.

What The Hell Is Your Major Malfunction, Private Pyle? Its the Jelly Doughnuts! Sir!

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