What happens when the heart just stops

And this song is called what happens when the heart just stops this song is about ehm, ehm waking, ehm, waking up, under a bush, in your ex-girlfriend's garden. Uhm, Yeah. This is a song about getting drunk, and forgetting that you don't go out with her anymore. Forgetting that she doesn't love you anymore. So, this is about, needing, being, this is about wanting too much, wanting to be close to someone too much wanting to know where they are all the time, and when they're going out, you're like where're you going or what time will you be back, or, I'll come with you. And its about trying to do the right thing, trying to withdraw, so that you don't love so much, trying to go okay, and in doing so, something inside you just dies, and you turn off, and like all things in life, then she falls in love with you, and you don't care. And its a song of hope...

Its all about that, times and places in your life. Coming up on shuffle on my itunes. I couldn't resist the urge to transcribe it, again (maybe) i forgot. Its ok, I can lie to myself, I can believe something is not true even though i believe it down to the very fiber of my being. I have some hope, I can carry on, even though I don't see the point of it right now. I am strong, I can pretend I don't feel anything even though I am breaking down inside, even when I'm scared, and I'm tired, hurting, crying and don't see the point to anything. I can look you in the eye and tell you that I'm fine.

I know you wont go back, but if you don't go back, I'll never be able to go back as well. The thought of that makes me sad. There is a price to everything, I only wish I knew what your's is.

So what happens when the heart just stops
Stops caring for anyone
The hollow in your chest dries up
And you stop believing

So what happens when the heart gives up
But the body goes on living
The blood crawls to a slow and stops
And flows away

Well we got no-one to meet
No love we would beseech
We only have ourselves to blame for everything
The was no answer in the dust
And I'm missing you so much
And now you're sleeping
And I'm leaving

Empty-handed waiting
Time it will subside and we'll agree
It was a given
Well there was no standard we could set
And the world it does regret
To have to leave you in this state of bereavement

You see I'm feeling everything
Nothing gets by

There is a hollow in my chest
The time I won't forget
There is no comfort in the eyes
They put us always to the test
I can't prepare myself for that
But I work it out in time
There is a love that flows between us
Ever-changing everyday
I worked myself up to a crawl
But I'm not fearing it at all
We have no reason left to stay
And that's why we're leaving
And there was no answer in the dust
And the one I feared to trust
There is a lie that drags us
Beating and pulling into disappointment

I'm disappointed
I'm disappointed
I'm disappointed

It's so late, till you're gone