Speed of weight

Moments like this. Affirm me of the truth I have always believed. There will never be words good enough to describe how I feel. No words to describe sweetness, bitterness. Happiness or sadness. No words to describe the clear expressionless expression on my face. No words, to do justice to what feels like walking into a burning building. No words to erase the idea of what you think is right or wrong or good or bad from these circumstanecs.

I give up. But it feels like a rush. The question is, a rush to what?