Music, moderation, momments, and other words beginning with M
What can i say. after so long, there is no more uplifting feeling than listening to music, at full blast. So much that you cant hear the world around you. I love the music. I love the feeling when i know what pain the author of the song went through, when i know exactly what he's talking about. The love the Loss of love the feelings in between the nothingness, and the emptiness and bitter taste you're left with.
Of course moderation also has to be taken into account. DANCE. Be free, but freedom will pin you down, take everything that made you free. AWAY. Away into an abyss. Away from you, from the parts of you that you love the most, valued the most. Therefore i'd swear to chain myself down like Prometheus. Giver of fire giver of life. Borne to suffer an eternity. I'd like to moderate the suffering. I'd like to suffer only when i choose to. Only when i think the cause is worthy. Only when i can take it, only when i wont die in the process.
Because we can get so caught up in the momments, like music. We love it. I love it. I live for it the highs and the lows. I live for that special person who can come in anc change my life completely. Who can love me, who can accept me, who can take my hurt and cradle it. And i will give her anything. I will give her everything. All that matters, my heart my soul, all that i've got, my body my mind. For that sweetness, for that sugar rush. I definately live life for the moments. Those moments, wheres theres nothing more, when its raw, when its real, when its beautiful beyond comparison, when the sunshine does not matter. Like being lost in the music.
So i'm 21 today. I dont feel any better, and i feel as empty as i've always been. If i had one birthday wish that came true. I want my sweetheart again. I want that one person who completes me. Who makes everything in life meaningful. And i shut my eyes tight against the tears, just wishing not to feel so empty tomorrow. i wish i may i wish i might. Just to not feel fine or normal. I want to feel spectacular, my heart soaring on top of the world again.
Just one more time, and then i want to die before i forget what it feels like. Just one more time, just one more time.
Of course moderation also has to be taken into account. DANCE. Be free, but freedom will pin you down, take everything that made you free. AWAY. Away into an abyss. Away from you, from the parts of you that you love the most, valued the most. Therefore i'd swear to chain myself down like Prometheus. Giver of fire giver of life. Borne to suffer an eternity. I'd like to moderate the suffering. I'd like to suffer only when i choose to. Only when i think the cause is worthy. Only when i can take it, only when i wont die in the process.
Because we can get so caught up in the momments, like music. We love it. I love it. I live for it the highs and the lows. I live for that special person who can come in anc change my life completely. Who can love me, who can accept me, who can take my hurt and cradle it. And i will give her anything. I will give her everything. All that matters, my heart my soul, all that i've got, my body my mind. For that sweetness, for that sugar rush. I definately live life for the moments. Those moments, wheres theres nothing more, when its raw, when its real, when its beautiful beyond comparison, when the sunshine does not matter. Like being lost in the music.
So i'm 21 today. I dont feel any better, and i feel as empty as i've always been. If i had one birthday wish that came true. I want my sweetheart again. I want that one person who completes me. Who makes everything in life meaningful. And i shut my eyes tight against the tears, just wishing not to feel so empty tomorrow. i wish i may i wish i might. Just to not feel fine or normal. I want to feel spectacular, my heart soaring on top of the world again.
Just one more time, and then i want to die before i forget what it feels like. Just one more time, just one more time.
posted by Seython at 4:39 am
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