What is a black hole?

I am alright, I can stand up straight, I am alright i can get you of my mind.You'd never want me because this time i'm really broken. Its useless, i've read the signs, they say Be a Man, have a fatal accident today. I dont think anyone can fix this mess. I need to lose the hope, lose the faith, lose my sight and become one of the wandering zombies that wander amilessly. Stab and twist, its that simple even a child could do it. Its as easy as taking a step just one more and you'll fly, i promise. Stop, go away leave me in peace, i need a drink, i need to sleep, i need to stop feeling need to stop thinking, i need some thing, ned something else to stop these thoughts from racing, to stop this heart from beating, pounding mercilessly, stop it heart, you dont belong in my life, stop abusing me. Say those 3 words again, you know, Go And Die. Why don't i just fucking kill my self, what is it lack of guts, i'm sure once i kill my self the whole world will see my guts. I need to die. So i can be the same way i feel. This lack of balance is frusturating me to no end, feel alive be alive feel dead be dead its that simple. Why bother with the details. Could you love someone whos broken and needs to be loved so much. I'm so tired. I need to sleep.