Back to basics
More Fundemental that ABC, or 123, is Right and Left. If you thought it should be right and wrong, you are wrong. Simply becaue its an advanced theory based on right nd left. Even before we knew how to count write and communicate, we knew that we are divided into two parts. Not just divided into two distinct parts, but the duality of our singlarurity (god thats a big word i hope i spelt that right).
Its about opposites, and they dont come much more defined than right and left. What can e more basic than what we want, and what we dont want. It is in our instinct to know what we want, food, warmth, shelter, love, attention, comfort, we learn to cry, we learn to laugh, we learn to everything based on this fundemental idea of opposites.
Our thinking as human beings is based on: pick this or this, then our brain goes through if i have this i dont think i can have this, and we choose between what we'd rather not have and what we'd rather rather not have. Our entire life is based on this idea of self. Our percived identity, our being, our uniqueness however, is not that.
Back to basics, so said the misunderstod genius, Christina. Right and left, the difference between right brain and left brain, the difference between thinking and feeling, the difference between wanting and doing, our understanding of opposites and paradoxes defines our intellect.
The way we think does not make us unique, we all ahve the same thoughts based on the same concepts that are popular today. I like House, Greys Anatomy, and Boston Legal, the idea of a damaged person is prevelant in all three, the idea and concept of love is relevant to our day and age.
This is getting no where i'll have a shot of single malt and see how it works out, ok the single malt sucks, i will have need to chain smoke as well, but it seems to be working and i can finally say what i want to say get it off my chest and stop fussing about it and making so much damm effort to retain my thoughts.
The ideas we base ALL our judgements from come from the media, the idea of love, loving too much what is love at all, whats enough and whats not is so absurdly not us. Are we just the sum of our thoughts? Might we say, I love therefore i am or I am Loved, therefore I am. The idea of what is complete and what is not, what is us and what is not, this is what we base our existance on. The value of our lives are based on what we can count and what we cant. And we, like computers count in one's and zero's.
If we were to measure our happy moments every second, we will be very unhappy. SImply beacause almost all of my happy moments have turned into ashes in my mouth, every smile now so much a thing of the past, meaningless, bitter so, nothing.
I cant do this anymore, live a lie, a life where i feel nothing but discontentment, i hate what i had to do, what i'm doing, but i'll carry on. Because i cannot be with anyone if I love them, or i'll never be happy.
Its about opposites, and they dont come much more defined than right and left. What can e more basic than what we want, and what we dont want. It is in our instinct to know what we want, food, warmth, shelter, love, attention, comfort, we learn to cry, we learn to laugh, we learn to everything based on this fundemental idea of opposites.
Our thinking as human beings is based on: pick this or this, then our brain goes through if i have this i dont think i can have this, and we choose between what we'd rather not have and what we'd rather rather not have. Our entire life is based on this idea of self. Our percived identity, our being, our uniqueness however, is not that.
Back to basics, so said the misunderstod genius, Christina. Right and left, the difference between right brain and left brain, the difference between thinking and feeling, the difference between wanting and doing, our understanding of opposites and paradoxes defines our intellect.
The way we think does not make us unique, we all ahve the same thoughts based on the same concepts that are popular today. I like House, Greys Anatomy, and Boston Legal, the idea of a damaged person is prevelant in all three, the idea and concept of love is relevant to our day and age.
This is getting no where i'll have a shot of single malt and see how it works out, ok the single malt sucks, i will have need to chain smoke as well, but it seems to be working and i can finally say what i want to say get it off my chest and stop fussing about it and making so much damm effort to retain my thoughts.
The ideas we base ALL our judgements from come from the media, the idea of love, loving too much what is love at all, whats enough and whats not is so absurdly not us. Are we just the sum of our thoughts? Might we say, I love therefore i am or I am Loved, therefore I am. The idea of what is complete and what is not, what is us and what is not, this is what we base our existance on. The value of our lives are based on what we can count and what we cant. And we, like computers count in one's and zero's.
If we were to measure our happy moments every second, we will be very unhappy. SImply beacause almost all of my happy moments have turned into ashes in my mouth, every smile now so much a thing of the past, meaningless, bitter so, nothing.
I cant do this anymore, live a lie, a life where i feel nothing but discontentment, i hate what i had to do, what i'm doing, but i'll carry on. Because i cannot be with anyone if I love them, or i'll never be happy.
posted by Seython at 12:31 am
3 Comments:
huh? My god what the hell are you talking about. Somethings never change. Some people gain clarity from writing but I think in your case your writing in a blueprint of your brain, all messed up.
Denise
*is a blueprint* sorry..
Denise
I was talking about, how somethings the things we want and the things we need are completely opposite, how sometimes the things we think are correct and we feel are right are completely in conflict.
I was also talking about how the brain makes no sense whatsoever, in the sense that it doesn't work the way we want it to. And how everything is such a mess, like the way our memories slip and change the way we want them to, and our minds are as malleable as the next conflict we cannot (or will not find it in ourelves to) deal with.
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