Memory

I've always known, but never had it articulated so well. Somwhere in the deep recesses of my mind i always knew. Memory, as slippery as an eel, and as clear as crystal. I remmeber too many things, and most times these things elude me. I try, to do things that are not in my capacity, to remember the things i want to forget, and forget nothing at all. To live experience and to continue my existance with everything intact. To live my life with a certian amount of grace, class and tact.

Memory only comes to when the memory is relevant in your life. Therefore i dont remember alot of things. Things i'd like to remember. Things like fairy tales, where I begin and where it ends. I dont remember breaking. Well actually i do remember breaking, but i dont remember what it feels like. But the most shocking thing that i dont remember is how to touch.

Touch, is something i have always and maybe even now still value deeply. Touch the ball, lightly, let it want to move how you want it to move. True strength lies in control. Its easy to hit the ball, but its difficult to get the ball to where you want it to be. Maybe its time i remembered how to touch again.

Everything wants to happen the way that you want it to happen. All you need to do is convince the world. The world revolves around each individual. All you have to do is to teach them to want what you want. In fact you dont have to teach them anything, you just have to want it correctly, that it shines from your soul. Because beautiful people want something thats beautiful, and something that shines. In order to make it shine, your heart and head have to be on exactly the same frequency, not just wanting the same thing, but wanting the same thing just as intensely. I think that why i do everything in such extremes, because its hard to measure the important things. So give it your all, until you feel like breaking then push somemore. Fight until you've given everything, your pride, your fears, your dreams, your life, your beautiful eyes that see deeply into your heart, your entire being. Then your heart and head will be in the same place. I know i will remember to give when the time is right, when it feels right, and i will shine, I will show what it means to live, and what your existance means, because things that shine reflect.