Needs and Wants

I want good dialogue. I want to sleep a whole night through. I want to update my music taste. I want to do photography, and spend hours in the dark room. I want everything. I want to move out in 4-6 years time. I want to see myself for what i am. I want to be colder. I want a reason not to want to be colder. I want the ability to keep everything in. I want to read all broken up and dancing, a feast for crows, unbearable lightness of being and the book of laughter and forgetting. I want the next season of Greys Anatomy to come out soon. I want to smile and laugh and feel light in the heart. I want to fly. I want to lose control. I want to listen to seranna. I want something else.

I need nothing. Not even the air i breathe. Everything is inconsequential. There is no logic. There is just me.