Lifes a bitch and so am I

It seems i have to learn to live, stop whinning etc. Well heres news, everybody needs to learn to live, its not some natural instinct you get when you wake up in the morning. Maybe it is, you wake up and say ur going to be happy and you actually are. Ha, as if. I am a chemical construct! haha. My brain functions on electrical impulses, caused by chemicals mixing together. I act on those impulses because my brain blocks out all other alternatives. Sometimes i wish i could transcend that. Sometimes i think there was a time that i did. If that is true, is my brain broken now? Sigh i wish i knew. I'm already properly damaged, manhandled, broken, uninspired, lacking direction and overall sense of reasoning, now i have to deal with this idea that i have mental problems.

Great i've got everything now dont I. Be happy with what you have i try to tell myself. Lifes a bitch, i'd much rather be in my own world. Anti-social, reclusive, hate everyone indiscriminately, and live life to tomorrow. GrrrRRRrrr