Sometimes words fail me
Seems like a fine day to post. I feel, something i cant describe. Theres a big IDK looming above the atmosphere. I want to go to sleep but the damm windows are taking forever to install. Poems and other things that i liked are under the fragile things label, other ranting and raving stuff are in vacation in my mind and this new scooters label. Lyrics are in words that haunt my mind. Lyrics are aligned in the centre, in small font, quotations are in quotation marks or small font, or sometimes i expect you the reader to know the difference between what i wrote and what i find inspiring. All in all I have told the second person of my intention of changing this blog. I'm moving on. I promised myself i would, and now i do it whether i like it or not. If you're wondering i both like and dislike it. Why limit yourself to one when you can be greedy and have both. This is post number 181, my new blog will be started by post 200.
I would tell the wole wide world how i feel, but i really don't think anybody cares. So i'll shut up, hope like hell for the best, and take things one step one thing at a time. What else can i do right, i'm only human. Sometimes how human i am becomes painfully apparent, sometimes i have no idea of the concept of what it means to be human.
A metaphorical big W looms above my head, in some bubbly comic font saying "whatever, whatever", ironically losing its metaphorical usefulness. Oh big W what is the meaning of thing existence. "Because Liar, Liar, pants on fire, that's what she said." random Sherene's Closet quote. I need a name for my new desktop. Delilah maybe. Actually after thinking so hard (i.e. the 15 minutes between the full stop after desktop and actually), I think i'll just call her Del, to commemorate the beginning of a new age, the age of Vista, 320MB gfx cards, moving on, and this blog, who was honestly the best sounding board i've had in this last eternity. It listened, when i wrote, it spoke when i needed to listen to myself, and most importantly, it houses alot of memories, both painful and that other thing. It has been with me through delirium and delight
Its decided then, I shall name her Del.
I would tell the wole wide world how i feel, but i really don't think anybody cares. So i'll shut up, hope like hell for the best, and take things one step one thing at a time. What else can i do right, i'm only human. Sometimes how human i am becomes painfully apparent, sometimes i have no idea of the concept of what it means to be human.
A metaphorical big W looms above my head, in some bubbly comic font saying "whatever, whatever", ironically losing its metaphorical usefulness. Oh big W what is the meaning of thing existence. "Because Liar, Liar, pants on fire, that's what she said." random Sherene's Closet quote. I need a name for my new desktop. Delilah maybe. Actually after thinking so hard (i.e. the 15 minutes between the full stop after desktop and actually), I think i'll just call her Del, to commemorate the beginning of a new age, the age of Vista, 320MB gfx cards, moving on, and this blog, who was honestly the best sounding board i've had in this last eternity. It listened, when i wrote, it spoke when i needed to listen to myself, and most importantly, it houses alot of memories, both painful and that other thing. It has been with me through delirium and delight
Its decided then, I shall name her Del.
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