Mayonaise
Fool enough to almost be it
Cool enough to not quite see it
Doomed
Pick your pockets full of sorrow
And run away with me tomorrow
June
We'll try and ease the pain
But somehow we'll feel the same
Well, no one knows
Where our secrets go
I send a heart to all my dearies
When your life is so, so dreary
Dream
I'm rumored to the straight and narrow
While the harlots of my perils
Scream
And I fail
But when I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will
Mother weep the years I'm missing
All our time can't be given
Back
Shut my mouth and strike the demons
That cursed you and your reasons
Out of hand and out of season
Out of love and out of feeling
So bad
When I can, I will
Words defy the plan
When I can, I will
Fool enough to almost be it
And cool enough to not quite see it
And old enough to always feel this
Always old, I'll always feel this
No more promise no more sorrow
No longer will I follow
Can anybody hear me
I just want to be me
When I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will
Cool enough to not quite see it
Doomed
Pick your pockets full of sorrow
And run away with me tomorrow
June
We'll try and ease the pain
But somehow we'll feel the same
Well, no one knows
Where our secrets go
I send a heart to all my dearies
When your life is so, so dreary
Dream
I'm rumored to the straight and narrow
While the harlots of my perils
Scream
And I fail
But when I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will
Mother weep the years I'm missing
All our time can't be given
Back
Shut my mouth and strike the demons
That cursed you and your reasons
Out of hand and out of season
Out of love and out of feeling
So bad
When I can, I will
Words defy the plan
When I can, I will
Fool enough to almost be it
And cool enough to not quite see it
And old enough to always feel this
Always old, I'll always feel this
No more promise no more sorrow
No longer will I follow
Can anybody hear me
I just want to be me
When I can, I will
Try to understand
That when I can, I will
Labels: The words that haunt my mind
posted by Seython at 8:40 pm
3 Comments:
I just need to keep repeating this to myself. When I can, I will. I will choose to do it. No matter how difficult. No matter how pointless I think. Going back to auto pilot. I dont want to feel. I dont want reasons I cant have. I will.
I really love this song now, cant see how i passed it before. Found it on Siamese Dream while looking for Soma. Man i would really like some Soma and Utopia. Finished Brave New World. That is one really great book. About to say one of the most foolish things ever right now, I'd go through this 5 times over if it'd let me write like that.
Though i dont have any idea if i'd live through this times five. In fact I'm not even sure if i'll live through this.
I alwasy thought an uncertain life is the most beautiful. The most wonderful because everyday is an adventure. The thing about adventures is they're no fun alone. In fact they're rather petrifying.
I'm not needy. I just know how fragile life is and i want to spend time with some people I love before i decide to off myself (in whatever way I choose). Theres always more than 1 way to die.
As usual, with my lyrics post, theres the song (just click the title). But i think most people already have this one.
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