GutterFlower

It always struck me how someone once described a flower growing in a concrete pavement, in the middle of a cold winter, in the heart of a cold city. Sometimes beautiful things can happen in impossible situations. Its been a Goo Goo Dolls kinda day lately. Gutterflower is and has always been one of my favourite albums.

Theres a lot to say here, but I don't have the heart to say it. I'm tired of this facade, I'm tired of the lies, and doubting myself. I want to be kind, I want to believe in something greater than me. I want to be whole, I want to make a commitment to something. I know I'm better than this. And I believe I can smile even when I feel like I'm dying inside.

For the price of a cup of tea. Yes. A nice warm cup of tea, two sugars please. You can have my soul.