Things I dont have the heart to say out loud

I'm tired but i cant sleep.
I'm sad but i cant cry.
I'm lonely but i cant be with another person.
I'm lost but i dont want to be found.
I'm not sure, but somehow, as much as i hate it, things will fall into place.

And the future will be something i wont be to happy about.
Just another disappointment i'll have to live with, and will eventually become,
normal.