What she'd say

Because my heart turned to lead, and I feel less than half alive. And I dont want to talk about it. And i'm worn out. And i cant keep on keeping on. And I used to believe in things. And now i'm just an empty shell of the person I used to be. And another little bit of my soul flies away. And I wish, how i wish things could be simple like they were yesterday. When I loved you more than i loved myself.

And your happiness was all that I cared about.

Ease the pain

Deeper than this, farther than distance could ever measure. I'd imagined a place. I'd imagined a utopia. I believed in the possibility of every tomorrow and every coming and going of the crashing tides. There was a time I would have believed in anything. Something once so easy, so free and second nature, and now takes the sum of me. In that fleeing moment, in that instant. The world stops. My eyes close. I surrender myself to the mercy of the world and all its twisted games. A part of it, embraced, entwined, illuminated.

I am free.


I am in love.


I am complete.